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[20 Sep 2006|08:57pm] |
grabeh..... gusto kong ipagsigawan sa mundo na pumipitik na ako!!!!!
lupit ko ng mag change ng mood. hindi ko rin maintindihan sarili ko.
taena.... sakit sa ulo tong ginagawa ko. hirap ng ganito!!!!!!!
pasensya.. hindi ko n rin maintindihan kung ano gusto ko!!!!
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| what the ****!!! |
[18 Aug 2006|12:15pm] |
break time ko ngayon. i havent eaten lunch kasi may kailangang gawin for our paper!!!!!!
tagal ko n rin hindi nag uupdate... well stress ang buhay ko ngayon pero......
ang saya saya ko nung monday kasi..... BDAY CELEBRATION NAMIN NI PILAR WITH THE SISIGC72 TROPA!!!!
grabeh sobrang saya ng videoke moments namin!!!!!! hehehe.. lahat pala kami may talent sa pagkanta. at pa-jologan pa ang mga songs na kinakanta namin. with matching dance moves pa yon. kung nakita nyo lang kami nung gabing yon mapapa WOW KAYO SA GANDA. DAIG PA ANG PUSSY CAT DOLLS AND KUNG SINO MAN!!!
kung hindi kami makakatapos ng pag aaral sa la salle may trabaho na kami. pwede kaming mga dancer sa gay bar... girly bar... at sa iba pang mga bar. hahahahaha....JOKE!!!!!!!
ang saya talaga pag nagkasama sama muli ang mga magkakainigan. gusto kong maulit ang mga moments na yon!!! sobrang CHAMPION SA SAYA!!!!
pagkatapos ng mga masasayang moments sa buhay heto na naman ang STRESS!!!!! stress dahil finals na next week at ang daming mga PAPAERS na gagawin. hehehehe.. ang saya talaga ng buhay! ETO ANG SINASABING GULONG NG PALAD!!! ang labo!!!
ala lng. nag sasayang nalng ako ng oras dito sa computer lab bago pumasok sa class. may panel discussion pa kami... hello!!!!! aanhin ko ang pag papanel discussion sa future???!!!! ah ewan gawin nalng lahat para pumasa. hahahaü
tagal na rin naming hindi nagkasama ng matagal. hehe.ü BUSY kasi eh?! (WEH) hehe. ala lng. nakakamiss. ganon pala tlga pagmahal mo. tpos may moment pa na marinig mo lng boses nya on the go ka ulit sa paggawa ng mga school stuff kahit ayaw mo na. hahaha.. YUCKYYYY ANG MUSHYYYYY!!! tama na nga yan.
im turning 19 next week... ano kaya ang mga bagong mangyayari sa buhay ko??????????
hulaan nyo nga ako.... hehehehheeü
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| FREAK!!!!!!!!! |
[17 May 2006|11:43pm] |
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AM I DEMANDING?!
AM I TOO CLINGY?!
AM I TOO PARANOID?!
AM I TOO EXAGGERATED?
i also want to stop because sometimes i know that it is not good but i dont know to do i cant help myself.
sometimes i just hope that i wont feel a thing so that i wont DEMAND or "MAG INARTE" too much!!!
I WANT TO CHANGE!!! I HOPE I CAN!!! IT'S NOT HIM WHO GETS IRRITATED....IT'S ME!!!!
Freak this life!!!!!!!!
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| blah...sad...blah...happy... EWAN! |
[11 Apr 2006|10:18pm] |
i just hope that in one blink of an eye a day will be over.
i just hope that time moves 8 times faster.
im so weird!
cant get enough of him because time will come that i will not be able to spend alot of time with him because of WORK!
just wanna be free from all these rules.
want to have my time in my hands.
cant they treat me as an adult?!
FREAKING ME OUT!!!!!!!!!!!!
BIG TIME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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[25 Feb 2006|08:11pm] |
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tagal ko ng hindi nag llj. hehe..ü
i want to watch close to you. kinikilig ako eh. haha... labo na jologs. heheü
bahay lng ako today. i cooked pancit.. astig marunong n akong maaluto khit konti. haha ü
i miss my honey na. hehe..ü
cant wait for tuesday to come. ala lng. hehe.ü
1 year to go and then graduate na ako. whhhhhoooppiieee!!!!! ewan ko kung dapat ba akong maging happy or what. hindi ko nga alam kung bakit ganito kasi dapat super saya sa college noh?! kaso ako parang hindi ko na eenjoy kasi hindi ako pinapayagan gumimik... hehehe.. ala lng.. pathetic ko tlga.ü
ala lng... ala na masabi.....
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| melting time.... |
[12 Jan 2006|04:47pm] |
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i love my TH sked because i will go home by 1 but my subjects during these days are one hell-of-a-subject!! it is really killing me. what a wonderful term for me. it is only our 2nd week in skul but i have already 2 tests. my FINAMA1 is already done earlier. FREAKY...i think i will fail (i hope not). my major class tomorrow will also have a test. she requires us to do well and at the same time to read for our discussion tom. HELLO!!!!!!!! how will i suppose to finish sutdying 2 LONG CHAPTERS and some articles for my test and read for that freaking discussion?!
i am supposed to start early today but you see im still infront of this pc... which makes me lazy.
i have this family friend who happens to be a marketing management graduate at DLSU said that my subjects will become easier and easier as i go to higher levels. i said, "Seryoso k b? parang hindi eh." which is actually true, hello... and DAMI DAMI DAMI DAMI DAMI DAMI DAMI NILANG PINABASA AT PINAPAGAWA AS OF 2ND WEEK!!!!!!!!!! CHAMPION TLAGA.
OHHH.....COLLEGE LIFE.... COLLEGE LIFE...
(in the tume of "High school life")
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[11 Jan 2006|08:58am] |
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im here at the lib waiting for my class to start, too bad for me everyone is in class. i read this business world newspaper for my FREAKING FINAMA QUIZ TOM!! hello you have to read the jan4-10 issues!!!!!!! hahaha... kala mo masipag akong magbasa?! hindi noh... frontpage lng ang binasa ko!!! hello.. tlaga! well ayon lng. sana ok tong araw na toh!! :-p
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[03 Nov 2005|09:16pm] |
ala lng. nasa vacation mode ako kahit na pumasok ako kanina. grabeh tlaga ang daya yong csb alang pasok kami meron. hmmmppp...ü
-bakit ganun?! minsan nasasapian ako ng "bad thing". hehe ü as in trip mong gumawa ng bawal yong mga stuff na ganun. hehe!!!
-pero sympre GOOD GIRL ako noh. hehe..ü
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[29 Oct 2005|06:07pm] |
grabeh ang hirap pala mag tagal noh.
nung una alam ko naman na hindi parati happy moments pero pag andun ka na sa situation, mahirap pa rin.
sana makapag adjust ako. ayaw ko rin kasing mahirapan eh. sympre ayaw ko rin siyang mahirapan.
sana sa pagdaan ng panahon talagang nakapag adjust ako at talagang matanggap namin ang isat isa sa mga flaws namin.
love is really complicated noh. relationships are complicated whether it is with a friend, family member or a special someone.
help me kuya jess to be strong and to make this relationship work because he is really special to me.
can't picture my future if he is not part of it.
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| shox... it's kinda freaky! |
[24 Oct 2005|12:37pm] |
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+++hayop..andto ako sa skul... nag ppc malamang at ang MALUPIT NA KEYBOARD D2 SA SKUL AY SOBRANG TIGAS!!!!!!
grabeh medyo freaking tlga.help me not to commit mistakes in our relationship. i love you tlga.wahahahahahahahha!!!!
miss my high school barkada,i love you all!!!
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| fucked up |
[17 Oct 2005|07:27pm] |
lupit tlga. ang saya ng mga friends ko dahil sembreak na nila, pero ako hindi! malamang! hehe..ü
eto pa ang malupit, nawala yong laman ng folder ko.. as in LAHAT! dahil sa lecheng thing na ininstall ko under my folder,
peste tlga.....
goodbye pictures
goodbye files
goodbye everything :(
++++SHIT HAPPENS++++
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| 2nd term na...... |
[20 Sep 2005|08:14pm] |
grabeh... 2nd term na ng aking second year life. hehe..ü exciting kasi 5 terms nalng IM GONNA GRADUATE NA! sana... hindi ako ma-delay. heheü
i miss my caballera PILAR (aka jessie)! i hope she is doing fine. Meow and i are really freaked because the professors that we have are kinda strict and all that shit. parang hindi kami pwede magcut.. hahaü sana makapag aral din ako ng maayos ngayong term. haha..ü ala lng.ü
+++panget kahit anong mangyari kaw lang ang nag iisa sa puso ko. ipaglalaban kita. hindi kita iiwan. habang buhay kitang mamahalin. sana lagi mong tatandaan yan.+++
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| lungkot na naman! hay ..... |
[19 Aug 2005|11:34pm] |
grabeh naman toh. gustong sumigaw, magwala, maglasing lahat na ng kagaguhan!!!
parang hindi na talaga natatapos tong sadness. gusto kong umiyak pero hindi pwede makita ng mga tao. hindi ko mailabas ang talagang nararamdaman ko kasi baka magkagulo.
parang lahat na lang ng bagay na gawin ko sablay. may mali ba sa akin ngayon? hindi na ba ako mabuting tao? natatakot ako. baka hindi na ako ito. malabo talaga noh. tanginang buhay toh. yon lang ang masasabi ko talaga. tangina. tangina. tangina. tangina. tangina. tangina. tangina. tangina.
sana may gamit na pwedeng magtanggal ng sakit ng loob at lahat na ng hindi magagandang bagay!
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| freaking me out! |
[18 Aug 2005|10:54am] |
im here sa comp lab because i am too early for my 11:20 class. yesterday is a whack! meow, emong, pilar,tyo and i went to the convience store to look for that freaking YSA Botanica for our FREAKING final paper for marketi. our finals is next week and hell about all the things that we have to submit on monday. why do we need to pass a bunch of papers for our subjects?! whats with paper?! it's really pissing me off.
after this term im gonna have my first MAJOR subject. i dont kno if i am gonna get excited or what because it is only now that i see the pressure for us marketing majors to be REALLY GOOD... AS IN REALLY GOOD in this field to be able to have a successful job in the future. and the irony about this is that as really as now we are feeling the pressure and all.
I HOPE WE PASS THIS SUBJECT FOR US TO TAKE OUR MAJOR NEXT TERM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
another pain in the ass subject is accounting! no matter how i study hard it seems like i cant pass all of my quizzes at all. FREAK!!!! i will happy just to get a 1.0 (passing score for DLSU grading system) grade.
I DONT WANT TO FAIL PLEASE!!!!!!!! GOOD LUCK TO US!
my birthday is near but i cant celebrate yet, i need to pass through all these finals shit!!!
FREAK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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| walang kamatayang lungkot |
[08 Aug 2005|08:15pm] |
akala ko magiging masaya na ang buong araw ko. masaya ako kanina sa kakatawa kasama cla pilar,meow,tyo,grace. pero hindi pala natatapos ang lungkot ng buhay ko nung saturday. akala ko ok na ang lahat sa amin. akala ko hindi na niya iniisip yon kasi ipinapakita niya na ok lng ang lahat. pero kung hindi kami nag usap kanina hindi ko malalaman ang tunay nyang nararamdaman. grabeh tlga ang SAD moments ng buhay ko ay parang wala ng katapusan these past few days. alam kong ang lahat ng sakit na ito ay mawawala. alam ko na balang araw MARARAMDAMAN DIN NAMIN ANG SAYA NA GUSTO NAMING NARANASAN.
PAPA JESS: alam ko na alam mo kung anong nararamdaman ko. tulongan mo naman ako na maging strong para malampasan ko ang lahat ng ito. kaw lang ang gumagabay sa amin. mahal ka namin. sana wag mo kaming pababayaan. parang awa mo na.
sana maging masaya naman ang birthday ko. malapit na yon. pero bakit ganun? pero lungkot nalng?! ayaw ko na ng ganito.
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[06 Aug 2005|10:06pm] |
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CRIED...AGAIN
ang hirap gumawa ng invitation sa photoshop ha. and hindi ako professional sa mga stuff na ganyan. pero nung unang kita mo palang... nilait mo na. wala ng mali! taena tlga. buti sana kung artistic ako. ikaw naman yng nag sabi na ako nlng gumawa eh. HMMMPPPPPP.................
i cried again.... nung nagpa-hug ako sa kuya ko. grabeh. painful!
+lord nangyari na yng ayaw kong mangyari. please save me. save us. pls. i beg of you. time will come... the right time will come... just not now pls...+
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| FREAK! |
[03 Aug 2005|02:40pm] |
grabeh... i chose to have a party that is simple. papakain lng ng friends, papainom, may banda.. stuff like that. akala ko yon lng ang gagawin ko. maghanap ng place at ok na band tpos na! but no!!!! may invitation pa... kahit simple lng. may give aways pa! at sympre pressure sa damit na isusuot ko. malapit n dumating ang araw na yon at wala pa akong invite at damit! lupit pare! ADVANCE HAPPY BDAY TO ME! hahahaha. :D
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| shit happens |
[27 Jul 2005|08:08am] |
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grabeh last night was really a scary one. at first we had those you know petty fights that turned out to be a really scary one. we just talked and talked about the mood that we had and then it turned out to be a discussion of wanting to have a so called "SPACE"! freak pare. but it didnt happen because i dont want to. freak tlga!
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| ang saya!!!! |
[20 Jul 2005|08:40pm] |
ang saya tlga. now i know how much he loves me. may girl kasi n niloloko si panget sa isa pang babae. tpos deadma lng c panget hanggang cnabi niya....
panget: hindi mo b alam n may girlfriend ako?
girl: oo alam ko.
panget: mahal n mahal ko ang girlfriend ko kaya ala akong peke dun!
GIRL AY NAPAHIYA!
sobrang thankful ako na may nagmamahal sakin ng ganito. mahal ko rin siya. SOBRA!!!!!
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